September 2009
i just fell in love with the show Glee. it’s awesome, but it makes me so depressed. my whole life i’ve been in love with music and all i want to do is sing, but i don’t have a good voice. the lead female character in this show has such a strong, clear, powerful voice. it kills me.
i just laughed so hard at some sweet passive-aggressiveness.
i love growing up.
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a: i passed out so early, i need to learn to drink like a man
b: yeah you won't last against me
a: i guess we'll have to find out
b: yep, but i'll win. i'll put you to bed early.
a: that is very kind of you :]
i've gotta feeling..
tonight’s gonna be a good night
“Today, I was getting my homecoming dress fitted & was being squeezed in...”
– ATTN: amanda. eye holes. please remember.
right as i was about to turn off my computer and go to bed, someone facebook chatted me.
let the hunt begin :]
home from job number one and leaving for job number two. i fucking hate work.
Nightmare Vermont 2009 →
ATTN: Chels and Amanda.
let’s go. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
but i’m a creep, i’m a weirdo.
i mother fucking love amanda yo
“I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes”
i start my new job tomorrow, i’m nervous!
ian: i never ditched you, i just didn't follow through. patrick swayze died
me: i know patrick swayze died but that's not an excuse to not follow through with our plans a few weeks ago ian. tsk tsk.
so i’m over this argument right about now. who’s excited for the office premiere? i am. time for some good thursday night tv :]
good point
me: classy men don't rip a mic out of a teen girls hand and tell her someone else is better than her.
friend: who ever said kanye was classy.
me: you're right, he's only harder better faster and stronger.
i’ve spent the whole night watching claire’s training videos, i’m happy the vma’s started over so i can watch the whole thing uninterrupted instead of youtube’ing the awesome things that happened five minutes after they happened.
also. FUCKING NEW FOUND GLORY. can’t wait to see them the 25th.
and nate comes over tomorrow. sweet.
bridgetbbycakes:
still unable to correctly apologize? but able to incorrectly apologize for the time where nothing even went wrong..
SO W:IEOFLSDK. blah.
and there is shared knowledge that I am not returning to wherever I was before. so why does it still matter to you? why do you even care anymore? I’m hoping that you’re not hoping for me to return to the same level of naivety because it’s a...
SSDC Tour
sweetwolfshirt:
September, 25 2009 07:00 PM - Wilton Mall Center Court, Saratoga Springs, New York
October, 6 2009 06:00 PM - The Conservatory, Oklahoma City, Oklahoma - October, 7 2009 06:00 PM - Kings, Tulsa, Oklahoma - October, 8 2009 06:00 PM - The Well, Popular Bluff, Missouri - October, 9 2009 06:00 PM - The House Cafe, Delkab, Illinois - October, 15 2009 06:00 PM - Vibe Lounge, Rockville...
“So you say that I am rated X,
You suffer from the lack of sex.
Black heart and...”
– i feel like this song could have been written about me.
and it makes me want to give up everything and disappear.
i don’t respect myself or my choices. i act out of desperation and insatiably seek attention. how could i expect someone else to respect me.
this is why i’m alone.
Eau de Tavern
dearoldlove:
Now at the end of the night I drink a beer and smoke a couple cigarettes so I can taste and smell like you.
these comfort me.
nate is coming to visit next week :]
i got a new job. i’m very excited even though i haven’t started yet. i’m going to keep one or two days a week at walmart, but i’m really glad i’ll have something else to focus on now. even though it’s still retail, i know i’ll enjoy it much more.
