i never thought being so happy and having someone there for me could make me feel so sad and alone at the same time. i should be riding the high of the past three days, not falling into the lows of being home.
January 20, 2010 <3
Giants give you faith
Death is a charade
You don’t have to feel safe
to feel unafraid” —“Lions” - LIGHTS
your taste in men is appalling. jtlyk.
For just a second, I’ll pretend that I don’t know who sent this, or who the particular man they’re commenting on is, and that it was meant a lot more generally than it was and I’ll say this: I really could care less what anyone else things about whoever I’m interested in, as it makes a thousand times more sense for me to follow what makes me happy rather than what makes other people happy, especially when my dating life has no real relevance to any part of your life- And it’s okay that you’re appalled, that’s why I’m dating them and not you. Nobody necessarily says I’ll approve of whoever you’re seeing, either, and even if I don’t, it shouldn’t make the slightest difference anyways.
Re-reading this post, I realize it sounds kind of bitter, but honestly I mean it quite light-heartedly. No hard feelings in the least :)
i can’t stop smiling, which scares me to death because i know i’m going to jinx myself. excuse me while i go watch videos of car crashes or read the dictionary, i need to stop being so happy.